I put a dollar in one of those change machines..

Change isn’t always a bad thing. I’ve experienced it in several bad and good ways lately, notably through losing a best friend and through some choices I made lately.

I had a friend who meant the world to me and to whom I could relate in all occasions. Until something bad happened to her and where I got blamed for being the major base to all her problems and she told me I didn’t care for her and the only person I cared for was myself. See, that’s the thing that ended up our relationship because everybody that knows me closely can say that I lived the past year only for that person and in order for our relationship to work in all the possible ways. This feud didn’t only make me lose a roommate for next year, it made me lose the thing I worked hard on for the last 6 months or so. You just can’t know how frustrating it is when you get blamed for things like that.

The good side of all that story is that next year, I will live with somebody I don’t know. Which will help me socialize more with new people in Ottawa so I think that will be a definite plus compared to what it would have been living with her. Because, you know, she has several problems she needs to fix before she can even move to Ottawa. I didn’t really feel that she would’ve been a burden for me but now that this happened, I feel the whole situation could’ve happened in Ottawa and then she would’ve dumped me just like that. And like usual with her, everything would’ve been my fault.

So that’s why I’m saying change comes with it’s good sides. Everytime something bad happens to you, you will be able to get something good out of it.

Felt good to get that story out of me a little.

He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator.
~ Francis Bacon

~ by Pier/Luke on March 20, 2009.